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verse 1
Disobedient from the start, God's will just ripped apart
Self will and selfishness and an ugly sinful heart
doin' what I like, what I feel, what brings pleasure to me
By what I did, or what I do is HE measurin' me
So much sin stacked up, man I'm filled to bursting
Spiritual dehydration, it's for God's peace I'm thirsting
And hurtin', for certain, drowning in pain
Jesus is the water so I beg for the rain
Let me explain, man, I lived for myself
And broad was my path, I was headed to hell
Don't dwell on the past, or try to rewind it
Cause narrow is the gate but I'm determined to find it
chorus
I'm strugglin' and strivin' for a better existence
God's grace is on me, but I'm so resistant
I'm strugglin' and strivin' for a better existence
God's grace is on me, but I'm so resistant
verse 2
HE never said it would be easy, but HE'd always be there
But so many false prophets, it's best to beware
And if I'm not careful I'll be following idols
Jesus is the only one that earned that title
But HE paid that price, the Father loves us so much
The spirit's touch will guide you if you follow the nudge
But garbage in, garbage out watch yer surroundings
But if you breath in the word brother you'll be astounded
That you found all yer hardship was a pathway to peace
And if you fill yourself with light, the devil has to release
And cease and desist, yeah his influence was strong
But if you take the time to notice God was there all along
chorus
I'm strugglin' and strivin' for a better existence
God's grace is on me, but I'm so resistant
I'm strugglin' and strivin' for a better existence
God's grace is on me, but I'm so resistant
verse 3
If you except the Lord, the devil will attack
But God's grace will show you yer on the right track
And yer ego will tell you an idea that seems proof
But God's will and the Word contains the whole truth
The answer ain't in man, or in any religion
Left or right of the cross, it's your decision
Accept no division., you can only serve one master
Your worship, service and praise is what God's really after
Total devotion, humility, and love
HE don't want you to suffer, but to rise up above
Don't mean life is easy, or even all that great
But if heaven is the fate, then it's worth the wait
chorus
I'm strugglin' and strivin' for a better existence
God's grace is on me, but I'm so resistant
I'm strugglin' and strivin' for a better existence
God's grace is on me, but I'm so resistant