Amen, girlfriend. I'm with ya. For example, it's hard attending college as a Christian. The minute I let a person who wants to be friends with me know that I'm a Christian, I never hear from them again. I almost never hear Christians speak up in class against the Godless, and sometimes immoral, viewpoints expressed by professors. Unfortunately, I can totally understand why they don't. I spoke up in the past and instantly had the professor try to humiliate me, and the entire class shunned me. It sure felt like I was wasting my time with them, but you never know who you might be reaching.