gwynditmars
PENCIL PUSHER (26-50 posts)
Posts : 34
Age : 62
Join date : 2011-10-11
Location : Fort Wayne, Indiana
 |  Subject: Dear 21 Pilots Wed May 22, 2019 6:53 pm | |
| Dear 21 Pilots, GOD BLESS YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND WORK OF GOD YOU PUT INTO YOUR MUSIC. SO MUCH TRUTH AND DIRECTION! IT IS AMAZING!IT IS CLEAR YOU ARE GODS KIDS AND SERVE HIM WELL! I LOST TWO SONS TO HEROIN AND FENTANYL OVERDOSES. ADAM DIED 04-25-2016AND DANIEL DIED 08-28-2011 YOUR SONG ALSO HELPED ME SEE THAT THE CLOUDS ABOVE WILL HOLD THEM TOO, SINCE THEY DID HAVE RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE LORD..MY DAUGHTER HAS HAD 8 (YES EIGHT!) NEAR DEATH HEROIN OVERDOSES. BUT ON HER LAST ONE, IN THE E.R. OPERATING ROOM, SHE SAID, SHE CAME OUT OF HER BODY, AND ROSE UP OVER HERSELF AND THE DOCTORS AND NURSES WERE YELLING AND WORKING FRANTICALLY ON HER. SHE SAID, SHE ROSE UP AND OUT AND UP AND UP AT A PHENOMENAL RATE OF SPEED, SHE APPEARED BEFORE JESUS IN HEAVEN, AND HE HELD HER AND TOOK ALL THE PAIN, ALL THE SORROW, ALL THE DARKNESS, ALL THE NEGATIVITY, SHE SAID, IT WAS ALL GONE AND NOTHING WAS FELT EXCEPT THE ECSTASY OF PURE JOY, PEACE, AND HAPPINESS! SHE BEGGED JESUS TO PLEASE LET HER STAY! HE TOLD HER SHE COULD STAY, BUT HE SHOWED HER A LARGE SPEAR ABOUT THE SIZE OF AN EXERCISE BALL. IT WAS GLOWING PINKS, AND LIGHT RAYS WERE SHOOTING OUT OF IT, SHE SAID, IT WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING SHE EVER SAW IN HER LIFE, IT LOOKED LIKE IT WAS ALSO COVERED WITH MILLIONS OF DIAMONDS AND THERE IS NOTHING ON EARTH TO COMPARE TO IT. SHE ALSO NOTICED THAT I WAS STANDING QUIETLY NEXT TO JESUS. HE SPOKE AND SAID, SHEILA THIS IS YOUR MOTHER’S HEART OF LOVE FOR YOU, JUST FOR YOU AND IF YOU GO BACK YOU WILL CRUSH HER HEART. SHEILA SAID, I WILL GO BACK TO MY MOTHER. THEN JESUS PUT HER ON A HEAVEN MADE ROLLER COASTER, THAT JESUS SAID, HE MADE JUST FOR HER, BECAUSE HE KNEW SHE WOULD LOVE IT! SHE COULD SEE THE EARTH AND IT LOOKED VERY SMALL, LIKE A MARBLE WAY FAR AWAY. JESUS SENT HER ON HER WAY HOME AND AS SHE WAS TAKING THE RIDE OF HER LIFE, YOUR 21 PILOTS SONG “ODE TO SLEEP” WAS PLAYING FULL BLAST IN SURROUND SOUND ALL THE WAY BACK TO EARTH!!! SHEILA TOLD ME THAT THE ROLLER COASTER WAS AWESOME, YET THERE WAS NO FEAR OF IT, JUST TOTAL PEACE, JOY AND THE PRESENCE OF THE LORD! SHE SLAMMED BACK INTO HER BODY AND SHE WAS STILL SCREAMING IN GLEE AS IF SHE WERE STILL ON THE AWESOME ROLLER COASTER RIDE AND STILL HEARING THE MUSIC! WHEN SHE HIT HER BODY, SHE COULD FEEL ALL THE STUFF OF EARTH AGAIN, PAIN, SORROW ETC… SO I WAS IN ICU IN THE SAME HOSPITAL AT THE SAME TIME ALL OF THIS WAS HAPPENING AND I MYSELF HAD A NEAR DEATH POINT FROM A POTASSIUM OVERLOAD, ( I AM ON DIALYSIS AND A HEART PATIENT) WHEN ALL OF THIS HAPPENED. I DO NOT REMEMBER BEING IN HEAVEN BUT I BELIEVE IT BECAUSE I KNOW I AM SEATED WITH CHRIST IN HEAVENLY PLACES! :) EPHESIANS 2: 4 But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, 5 made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 6 And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with him in the heavenly realms in Christ JesusHALLELUJAH! GLORY TO GOD! SHEILA ALWAYS SAYS, MOM, I HAD TO DIE TO LIVE. SHE HAD ALWAYS BEEN SUICIDAL SINCE SHE WAS 16. ALONG WITH HER 3 BROTHERS. SHEILA WAS VERY RECKLESS AND EVEN JUMPED OFF BRIDGES. BUT NEVER SUCCEEDING IN HER DEATH, EXCEPT BEFORE HER ENCOUNTER WITH THE KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS! SINCE THEN SHE HAS GROWN AND GROWN. I AM ONE VERY HAPPY MAMA!SHE LOVED HER BROTHERS VERY MUCH AND WE MISS THEM TERRIBLY! WE BOTH LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY WHEN WE WILL MEET THEM AGAIN ALONG WITH JESUS, FACE TO FACE!  DANIEL JACOB BECK 01-16-1986 -- 08-28-2011 ADAM DANIEL BECK 12-16-1980--04-25-2016[size=32] 21 PILOTS IS HER #1 FAVORITE ALL TIME BAND.[/size]   SHEILA ANNIE BECK 02-01-1982 MY ONLY LIVING SON JOHN DAVID BECK 08-31-1983THE BOTTOM PIC WAS JOHN IN 2006 WHEN HE WAS DRUNK AND CRASHED HIMSELF INTO A UTILITY POLE ON PURPOSE AFTER HE FOUND OUT HIS WIFE WAS CHEATING ON HIM.   YES IT WAS A BRAND NEW SUBARU AND YES HE LIVED! LOL LOL THANK GOD!RIGHT PIC IS MY GRANDSON JOHNNY BECK WHO IS A 21 PILOTS FAN TOO! LOL LOL HE DRESSED LIKE THAT FOR FUN. HE IS 15 YR.S AND JOHN’S SON.  https://youtu.be/jjhBvRUl7AI SHEILA AND HER MAMA GWYN L. DITMARSPLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR JOHN HE HAS BEEN AN ALCOHOLIC SINCE HE WAS 16 YEARS OLD TOO. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HEAR SOME OF OUR STORY.I HOPED IT WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU TO KEEP PRESSING INTO JESUS AND KEEP UP THE GOOD AND FAITHFUL WORK OF HIS CROSS AND THE POWER OF HIS RESURRECTION! I (Gwyn) want to share this with you about a certain song….. Before you start your day.I love this song because the Lord spoke to me in it and through it. I always had an inner fear that because of my weight issues and just weight in general, that God would never be able to lift me up to heaven and the clouds would not hold me. In 1981 the year I was saved, I had a hellish nightmare that Jesus came back but the angels could not carry me up to JESUS because I weighed to much, the clouds would not hold me, I kept falling through!! All my life that dream and the fear it beset on me, weighed on my mind, preyed on my mind! Well last year when I heard this song, It opened my eyes to the TRUTH that those fears were not of God, but of satan ole BLURRYFACE! When I heard in this song THE CLOUDS ABOVE WILL HOLD YOU! I wept and wept because it was JESUS singing to me! I felt a profound awareness of the Presence of The Lord! That yes you are in my mind! Yes I am singing over you! Yes the clouds will hold you! Yes I am in your mind! Just wanted to share this with you today too. LOVE AND PEACE! The Song.... https://youtu.be/IkiRxB0Yc9k LOVE, MRS. GWYN L DITMARS P.S. THERE IS A LOT MORE TO HER STORY, I JUST GAVE YOU THE SHORT OF IT. SHE LIVES WITH MY HUSBAND AND I (NOT THE BLURRYFACE ABUSIVE ONE) WE ARE BOTH ON FACEBOOK MY BABIES WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG. LEFT JOHN, SHEILA, ADAM HOLDING DANIEL3-16-2018AFTER 8 NEAR DEATH AND ONE DEATH AND BACK HEROIN OVERDOSES! SHEILA HAS RECENTLY HAD AN EXPERIENCE WITH THE LORD. SHE SAYS THAT SHE NEVER FELT THE DESIRE TO DO HEROIN LEFT HER. IT WAS A HUGE STRUGGLE AND BATTLE TO NOT DO IT. IT WAS A DAILY BATTLE YET A FEW DAYS AGO SHE WAS IN A STRUGGLE AND SHE FELT A EVIL SPIRIT GRAB HER SHOULDER VERY HARD AND TANGIBLE, SHE COULD FEEL HIS CLAWS DIG INTO HER! SHE IMMEDIATELY SAID, IN THE NAME OF JESUS! JESUS COVER ME WITH YOUR BLOOD AND PROTECT ME. SHE SAID, SUDDENLY SHE FELT LIKE WARM LIQUID BLOOD COVERED HER FROM HEAD TO TOE, WAVE AFTER WAVE OF WARM LIQUID POWER AND IT WAS A POWER THAT SHE HAD NEVER FELT OR KNOWN BEFORE. SHE SAID, SHE KNEW THAT IT WAS THE VERY BLOOD OF JESUS! SHE SAID, IT NEVER STOPPED UNTIL SHE FELL ASLEEP. SHE ASKED THE LORD TO DELIVER HER FROM HER ADDICTION TO HEROIN AND SHE SAYS SHE HAS ABSOLUTELY NO DESIRE TO USE HEROIN EVER AGAIN! HALLELUJAH PRAISE HIS HOLY NAME! TO GOD BE THE GLORY GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONE!!! https://youtu.be/8q-IQ3DEVSI |
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