gwynditmars PENCIL PUSHER (26-50 posts)
Posts : 34 Age : 62 Join date : 2011-10-11 Location : Fort Wayne, Indiana
| Subject: I feel the need for others to pray for me. Fri Jun 08, 2012 3:03 pm | |
| Would you please pray for me, my name is Gwyn Ditmars, I am in end stage renal failure. I have only one kidney which is now not working at all. I am on dialysis. I also have chf. and diabetes. Since my 25 year old son died last August, I have not touched my stained glass projects or work. I have not been doing anything that I feel is enjoyable, except going to Church. I have been so ill, I just lay in my bed, day after day, feeling quite hopeless. I know where I am going when I die, I have no fear of death. But I do not like, doing nothing either. I have yelled twice at workers at dialysis who I felt were cohersing me. It is not me at all. I don't want to become an old grump, sitting on a lump called my bed. I want my Joy back, I want my streangth back, I want my motivation to do good and happy things back. Please ask the Lord on my behalf won't you. I know he is with me, but i also think he is mad at me too. Thank you and Love in Christ, Gwyn |
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Lora SITE ADMINISTRATOR
Posts : 5907 Age : 53 Join date : 2011-07-26 Location : Southern CA
| Subject: Re: I feel the need for others to pray for me. Fri Jun 08, 2012 3:22 pm | |
| Oh, my, I'm so very sorry you are going through such a trying time. Just remember that nothing good we can do can impress God, and nothing bad we can do can change His love for us, and that His love for us surpasses all understanding. God is not mad at you, that is a lie straight from satan to separate you from the one who Loves you more than any other. Choose to live like you are loved by the Father, and put away the lies of satan that you aren't good enough. Let the Father envelope you in His warm embrace. I pray that Jesus will give you strength to fully believe and trust in His undying love for you and to get through your struggles, and that He will heal your mind and your body. |
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oneagleswings ADMIN II
CCW GOLD MEMBER CCW SUPPORTER 2X POETRY CONTEST WINNER Posts : 4323 Age : 64 Join date : 2011-08-30 Location : south carolina
| Subject: Re: I feel the need for others to pray for me. Fri Jun 08, 2012 4:01 pm | |
| I will pray for you Gwyn, my heart goes out to you i lost my right kidney to cancer.
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gwynditmars PENCIL PUSHER (26-50 posts)
Posts : 34 Age : 62 Join date : 2011-10-11 Location : Fort Wayne, Indiana
| Subject: Re: I feel the need for others to pray for me. Sat Jun 09, 2012 1:46 pm | |
| Thank You to all who prayed for me. I will arise and give him all the glory. |
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worshipfreely WRITERS’ MENTOR (500 + posts)
CCW GOLD MEMBER POETRY CONTEST WINNER Posts : 832 Age : 51 Join date : 2011-08-29 Location : Hillsboro OR
| Subject: Re: I feel the need for others to pray for me. Sat Jun 09, 2012 10:03 pm | |
| You are in my prayers. Listen to Lora, God is NOT mad at you. No matter what you may have or have not done. HE delights in HIS children. I would suggest you find your joy in HIM. All glory to the Father, HE will see you thru sister, hang in there. |
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redhaley WRITER (51-100 posts)
CCW SUPPORTER Posts : 88 Age : 71 Join date : 2012-03-26 Location : North Carolina, USA
| Subject: Re: I feel the need for others to pray for me. Thu Jun 14, 2012 11:36 am | |
| God loves you and He will help you. When things are bad I lift my hands in praise to God and rejoice because He is caring me through. I also go outside and feel the breeze. I close my eyes and feel that God is giving me my own special hug. The stronger the breeze the tighter the hug. Prayers are sent for you. |
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