Right on! I'll tell you what, I like to think I fell to the demon so my kids won't have to. I know they won't do exactly as I tell 'em to, or take every piece of advice (warning) that I give 'em, but at least now I have a better grasp of what to watch out for. I can't make 'em do what I feel they should do, and I know they're gonna fall and have hard times like everybody does. I can only influence 'em as much as possible, but by God's grace, at least I'm now in a position to be a positive influence. My three youngest didn't know me when I was caught in the world, and to be honest, they sometimes don't believe I was ever anybody else except the silly, goofy dad God allows me to be now. I don't go into graphic detail with 'em, but I do stress the importance of choices and decisions, and how just one bad one can change a persons life. Word. My three older kids, that's a whole 'nother Oprah. I wasn't such a great dad with them, and whereas they are not mine by blood, rather by abandonment, and they absolutely weren't obligated to allow me to stay in their lives when I was such a loser, they chose to anyway. They've forgiven me. They've given me another chance to be a good dad, and grandpa now, and I am forever appreciative. It's only God's forgiveness that I need, but it feels good to know I'm forgiven by people I did dirty when I was lost. I care about everybody and I am here to testify, brotha, to my own children and to anybody that'll listen, because that's what God wants me to do. Not out of guilt, but out of Glory. Word.