I happen to know that his particular poem relates to real life, and I'm so sorry you're going through this. This sort of thing can get out of hand before we even realize it happened at all. It seems it's time to start packing it up for Goodwill or throwing some of it out. As you do that, just keep reminding yourself that the things of this world have no real value, and don't be afraid to ask someone you trust and love to help you out. I'll keep you in my prayers.