i might add that...that was the initial experience but within a very short time i was very peaceful like a wide-eyed infant exploring the world, sights, sounds, with his eyes for the first time. that quickly, one goes from participant to observer. i trust and believe that she is in the Lord's tender loving care. in this incapacitated state, dependent on others' kindness and care, she is incapable of 'sin' and innocent as a babe, God's ways are not our's ("be prepared").