As i looked in the mirror and instant smile appeared! I stared a little harder and tears filled my eyes. I turned away quickly and tried to figure out why I became overwhelmed! I sat on the edge of the bed and realized my spirit looked beyond what my eyes saw and what was seen was an ugly reflection of the real me. I began to cry uncontrollably! My outward apperance didnt match what was going on inside! I wanted to change, but how? what was wrong? what needed to be changed? I began to pray, Lord I want to made whole, something inside is not right. I am my own worst enemy right now and from this moment on I want to lay down this empty feeling and pick up a loving spirit that my reflection adornes! Just as I had asked He said "my child, give me the hurt, pain, tears and fears and take my love, joy, peace and life". I said is it that simple? He said" If you really want to be made whole"! At that moment I received the joy of the Lord, embraced His peace, basked in His love and NOW LIVE FOR HIM! When i look in the mirror, I now rejoice in my reflection because I now see what He sees in me! His love child!